Trial: Scene at Graveyard

SD: wind blows from the north.

"Hey, are you, by chance, watching me?" It may sounds stupid, but I have these obsessions to ghosts but at the same time, I am scared to them. I tried to calm myself. It's okay, there's no such thing as ghosts. Like a mantra that I kept on repeating inside my head. 

I looked at her tombstone. She committed suicide. Everyone knew that, but what's ironic is that, she's actually talking about LIFE when she chose death. 

Serenity, are you at peace now? Ahh. What an ugly greeting. Well, it is my first time talking to someone I barely knew. And on top of that, I never really had a chance to talk to her when she's still alive. Our first meeting is cold. Literally cold. And yeah, define awkward? 

(I tried to be funny.. I sucked!) 

Possible quotes that we might use.

To live is to die. To die is to live.

"You can never save me from my misery just like you can never save yourself from yours." -(excerpt from 'if I were a DC writer').

Death? It is when a painter run off paints. It is when writer couldn't write anymore. It is when the light bulb inside your room isn't working anymore. It is when a photographer couldn't capture anymore. Death is not dying. Death is actually loosing something valuable to you. Loosing something you cherished.

EULOGY for Serenity. Talking about life and Death.

I learned from Serenity how to freed yourself from your own cage. She never fear death. She never regret whatever she did. That is kind of bizarre how a person taught you something about life, while suffering in a tremendous storm. For her, Life is just life. You can't define it, for life doesn't have an specific explanation. 

Since I found out about her, I kept on seeking what will happen after you die. It just then occurred to me that, defining death is like making a review of a movie without really watching it. It is an obvious fact that no one really knows what comes after death. Do paradise exists? Can we savor the same life we have in this world after you die? No one knows. Serenity might be wandering around, or maybe, there will be no  Serenity anymore.

What if I come to know her before she committed suicide? Will I be able to change everything? Can I make her views about life a little more bright? I wish I could. But, she proved me that I could never save her from her misery, while I was trying to find my way out. Maybe I was a little bit too late to save her from darkness. If I could just turn back time and look for her earlier, I would.